Shirin Delsooz

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Coming out – Releasing new music

May 1, 2014

It seems vain, putting out you deepest personal expressions, and then asking the whole world to listen to it and even demand that they pay for it.

I thought about it for the longest time. I think about it every time I see a guy singing his heartbreak song in a bar over everyone talking. Also, imagine having to repeat the song with the story of your traumatic experience everyday on a tour? Imagine reliving your pain all the time for faceless strangers? Or singing about a guy/girl you don’t care about anymore? It reminded me of the suicide letter that Kurt Cobain wrote. The songs just didn’t do it for him anymore, each concert felt like he had to ‘clock in and clock out’. And it hurt him to see so many people excited about the concert, when he couldn’t care.

 

It is easy to speak from personal experiences in the moment, but why does it have to public? Why does it need to be repeated? What is the purpose of music? Of art?

 

So I approached this EP with my own purpose that I could believe in 100%. I want to go to the stage and sing my heart into every word, every time. The lyrics had to be centered around ideas that are in dire need of more exposure. Politics. The state of the world. The cosmos. Our dreams. Our mysteries. To advance our civilization and get out of the menial humdrum that is the 99% of lives. And no, this is not a cliche, if it was a cliche, if more artists were singing about this, we wouldn’t be in the mess we live in today. I wish this was cliche.

 

Music isn’t only about showing off your skills, who can sing the highest and strongest and longest pitches with the youngest age, or playing with complex loop pedals, or gimmicks. The stage isn’t a medium for show offs or sex-tertainers. We have the internet now, we see novelty videos everyday. There are channels of them. We know that humans can achieve any skills at a freakish level if they wanted to. So what? We have yet to achieve the most important thing: Coming together and live in a sustainable and egalitarian manner.

 

With this purpose, I put it on the melodies that came to me. And I tried my best to arrange it in a way that pushes myself with the technical and creative side of music. I was actually motivated to wrap these messages in songs that were entertaining, and interesting.

 

However, I’m relatively new at this. Maybe this EP didn’t hammer the nail on the head. Maybe it will not get any listens. But there will be other EP’s, and I will get help along the way. And I will only get better. At least I started from somewhere.

 

So with this, please check out my latest EP from my latest project, “Lucid Living”:

 

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I got a sewing machine! And I MADE A TOTE BAG!!!

April 28, 2014

Hey guys!

I got a brand new sewing machine! A great way to stay creative on my music down time! After messaging about five ads, one came through, the best offer yet! This machine wasn’t used even once and I got a good deal. I promised the previous owner that I would make her something…

Its my brand new sewing machine I got off of kijiji!!! The fashion possibilities with this machine are infinite!

It is my brand new sewing machine I got off of kijiji!!! The fashion possibilities with this machine are endless!

 

Then boom! After a weekend of squinting over the manual, rereading instructions over and over and over again, I made this tote bag! Here is the grand debut it deserves at the Eaton Centre.

 

 

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I love this tote bag so much that it got its own kiosk in the mall!

 

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My tote bag debut at the Eaton Centre in the fashion capital!

 

And when I say a weekend, I don’t mean an hour here and there. I devoted my entire Friday, Saturday and Sunday morning on this. I spent a good hour at Fabricville choosing the fabrics. I went first to the stuff on sale, which was a disorganized pile of upholstery. I pulled out a few fabrics from the mountain and came up with these two main upholsteries: the dark blue and the spring flower pattern.

Then I spent the rest of the evening cutting the fabrics. It was important to get every measurement right. But it was so hard! I had a little bit a break of “Arrested Development” in between.

Don’t let the smiles fool you, it was tough! I had no idea what I was in for.  The instructions seemed so fun on this website, but it was a tough challenge, especially for someone who only started sewing buttons on a shirt a month ago: http://www.makeit-loveit.com/2013/07/two-tone-fabric-totes-2-variations.html.

All in all, the experience was absolutely worth it. It is good to have a skill, and know where your garments are coming from and fully customize it to your liking!

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I (might) get a sewing machine tonight!

April 19, 2014

Readers, I can’t contain this urge to make clothes anymore! Also, I want a handy skill that doesn’t involve computers! Plus I have so many ideas for clothes I don’t see in stores! Plus it looks like so much fun.

I wrote to a fellow on craigslist selling his sewing machine. He said he will text me tonight to tell me when he can drop it off … stay tuned!

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March…

April 1, 2014

Music is an overwhelming world. So I tried to focus on one aspect every month. This March I focussed on drums. I learned about the 40 rudiments of drums, and more on fills, more on how to write drum notation, I analyzed a lot of beats and focused on the drum parts when listening to a song.

Soon it will be April, I will dedicate this month in building my site reading skills on piano. I met a woman in Cuba (from Calgary) that could do this, and it looked like lots of fun, almost liberating to play whatever the paper said. I know how to read fluently, but to play with both hands right away is hard! So I borrowed a few books in the library to build on this skill. I am a fast typer, so I hope that skill somehow helps…

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Something I saw

March 23, 2014

Dear Diary,

Yesterday, on the 55 St. Laurent bus vers nord, a short scrappy type man was causing quite the commotion. He had a beard. Beat up jacket. Stained and strained everything else. He smelled. You could say he did not have a particular home to go to, yet he acted like he had to go somewhere by asking a young atttactive lady if this bus was going to Jarry park.

Then he sat down on a seat and put his head down on the next seat. He got bored of that after two seconds so he grabbed the bus pole and started humping to it and dancing erotically. He went up and down and even laid down. “Nice moves!” Said a jockish-hipster type man.

My stop was coming very shortly. Then I left before things got out of hand.

Then I went home and worked on music.

The end.

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